karmalized

you might have gleaned that i don't believe in karma. my life up to now has taught me that events are random and life is chaotic and even worse, it's almost never fair and it doesn't tie itself up with a bow. i've learned the sad, hard way that it doesn't matter if you have good intentions or if you try to do everything right- all goodness and light will not shine on you.

and my observations of other people's lives are that bad people get good things all the damn time.

that's really seems to be how it is in my life. up until now- i'd say. for the first time in quite sometime in my life, someone got exactly what they deserved today. and even better, a good deed on my part did not go punished, as per usual.

i'm seriously wondering if hell is freezing over these days.

except of course i don't really believe in hell either.