presto chango

yes. i deleted yesterday. yesterday's blog that is.

why? because it was too much. too much of how i no longer want to be. and it occurs to me that the reason i wrote it had to do with that i'd been "home."

and being back there always depresses me. and makes me depressing.

so now i've been back here (my new real home) for overnight and i feel set to rights. and i don't want that blog on here.

so read this. and don't weep. (-: