i wonder

i wonder how it feels to know that your own happiness is at the expense of someone else's?

i would think it would be awful.

but then again, if you're the type of person who take that kind of happiness, well then you're just the sort for whom it wouldn't be awful.

what am i talking about? well, if it concerns you, you'll know.

anyway. to dwell on sweeter things. can i just say how wonderful i think that my son and my daughter in law are? honestly, i couldn't think any higher of the two of them at this moment.

i feel very blessed regarding both my children and their respective spouses, right now. i'm a very blessed and lucky mother. and quite undeserving. but blessed and lucky all the same.

i wonder.